hello...

i really enjoyed last night - it felt 'real' which was so good. i do feel totally out of control at the moment what with the van and car situation, the state of the house and how wobbly my mental health seems to be. some days i can be fine and then it just goes crazy. please pray for me and if anyone can do a bit of robin sitting that would be awesome cos then i could crack on with the house.

sonia, cool to meet you last night. feel welcome to pop round anytime. (same goes for you too, fizz)

by the way, me and marshall would love people just to pop on by and hang out with us. it's really weird working out what our social life looks like now we have robin and no vehicle. andy will be working regular hours from 14th feb so tea will be at a much more sensible time.

i don't always feel like i have people i could ring up and invite myself round for tea (cos of fear) but i want to be the kind of person you could ring up for the same thing.

one last thing, if you come round, you don't need to knock. if the door is unlocked just come on in and shout for us!