... prayer request ...

hey, while you're praying for Dan, maybe you could send up a quick one for me as well?

I'm off back to Belfast this weekend (Grandmother's 80th birthday shindig), and it'll be the first time I've been home since Dad married Pauline in August 2003. Not that i've been completely avoiding the situation at all....
Anyhow, i'm completely freaking out, and could really do with some prayer cover. i know it's going to be so hard going back and having to confront so much grief/fear/memories, especially when i'll have to be on my "best behaviour" and be under a lot of pressure not to get upset- my family think i should be 'over it' by now and be all happy happy joy joy. so please pray for some grace on both parts and that i won't screw up the weekend by being a miserable bastard.

cheers y'all.